Thursday, June 29, 2006
A Fight With My Flesh
Having a hard time getting out of bed the last two weeks. I want to spend time in the morning, praying and reading my bible. I want to start the day in fellowship with God. It has been very difficult fighting this flesh. Sadly most days the flesh has won. I have a picture of what I want my time with Him to be like. Is it possible with two little ones around? I believe it is. That doesn't mean it's easy. I do get time in His presence. It may be after breakfast. It may be brief. I do get to read. It may be a few verses. It may be a chapter. I guess I am desiring uninturrupted devotion. To accomplish that it needs to be before the rest of the house awakens. Which means I need to wake up earlier. Which means I need to fight the flesh and get up. Sigh..