Most of the night I thought and dreamt of the women that I am yet to give this message. Specfic faces and a specific place. Not a specific time. Upon talking to the lady in charge of this group it was concluded to trust and wait. Today is not that time.!? I am left on the verge of tears. I so desperately WANT RELEASE! I want this to be done, over, complete. I don't want to wait! I am called to trust, I do trust but I am struggling. I fear that the timing is today and that I may miss it. I can understand that this may not be the time. I can understand that the time may come. I can understand that God put us together as a body to work together for his Glory. For the wise seek the counsel of many. It is now taking that counsel and waiting. Patience waits.
So I await. Awaiting release.